Sunday, May 27, 2012

Something To Be Shared.

Summer is here, and it's been 2 full weeks since I started my summer classes and it's been pretty hectic. Well, I am taking 9 credits (Yoga, Tai Chi, Econ & BioChem) and my classes start at 8 in the morning everyday. I know, I should blame myself. My Econ is a web course, so I have to spend immense time reading the book as well as the online materials and complete a homework and 2 quizzes every week. Oh man, I can't wait for 1st half to end. My 2nd half should be less hectic because I'm going to be taking ONLY 5 credit hours. I'm starting my work at the dining halls tomorrow, and Dr.Maria asked us to start the lab work from next week onward. This is going to be crazyyyy. This whole week I  have been feeling miserable, I don't know why. I just felt a sudden heaviness in my heart, and I couldn't help but to feel sad over some things and now, things have just gotten worse. I mean, I'd got a full plate almost everyday, but I felt so dull, bored and alone, ALL at the same time. I just didn't know why. Maybe it's just summer, there's less people around, and less inspiration/motivation. I don't know. Well, I've got to stop being emo or pessimistic right now. Let's talk about some good stuffs and I'll save the best for the last.


I went to DC after my finals and I totally enjoyed my short one week break over there. DC was lovely with magnificent architecture and history. I was able to feast my eyes on so many nice buildings, and the weather was lovely at the same time. Inspired by that, I am currently engrossed in reading "The Lost Symbol" by Dan Brown as the story revolves around the mystical legend and ancient histories of DC and all those free masonry stuffs, purdy intriguing. During the trip, we had the privilege to stay at one of our JPA officer's house, Mr.Azim and we definitely saved a lot of money on that.  His wife took so much trouble to cook for us some Malaysian food that we have been deprived of, and were craving for so badly. In fact, they were really down to earth and amiable to the point you didn't even have to be formal towards them. I truly appreciated their warm welcome and hospitality. I have the best sponsor in the world!
Well, that's about DC. Guess what y'all? I managed to get 4.0 last semesterrrrr, and I am so grateful to God for always being there, for answering my prayers in silence and for blessing me with the perseverance to strive hard towards my dreams and goals. And, to add to that, I am finally a sister of Tri Sigma sorrorityyyyyy. I was so happy to be initiated and I can't wait to actually get to know the sisters better and spend time with them in the Fall. It's going to be hectic, but who cares? I'm in the States for only 3 years, I don't just want to excel in my studies, I want to maximize my experience while it lasts. 
Cheers to that! Moving on, let me announce the best thing that has ever happened to me in the states so far......*Bring the drumrollllll in* Guess what? I managed to secure a freaking LPU International Summit pass for their concert in New Jersey this August!!! I know right? With that pass, I will have the opportunity to attend Meet&Greet, Q&A sessions, backstage touring and many many more.....The best part is that I will finally have the amazing opportunity to meet the guys of Linkin Park who have inspired me for the past 10 years. I CANNOT WAIT TO MEET THEM, it's still 3 months awayyyyy! Damn, this is like a real dream come true, being in the states has already been a dream for me and now, I just feel truly blessed with everything that I have in my life. Even though sometimes I may look back at my past or even the present and end up complaining about some unnecessary things, deep down, I truly appreciate everything that I have in my life, and I am not ashamed of anything. I really started up everything from a scratch and I'm really proud of myself. I know I may tend to be overwhelmed by diffidence at times, but wtf, I am one heck of a lucky lucky girl. Peace out, y'alll.

Linkin Park - BURN IT DOWN (Official Music Video)

Music Video is Out, it's simple but I love it. :)

Favorite lines:
"All that I needed was the one thing I couldn't find, And you were there at the turn, waiting to let me know."
"I wanted to fix this, but couldn't stop from tearing it down. And you were there at the turn, caught in the burning glow, and I was there at turn waiting to let you know"